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"I miss you so much. But I don't think it's right for me to do so, I shouldn't miss you. And maybe it's hurting me more than you, and I have expected it to hurt me. I find myself somewhere alone thinking about how stupid I am for letting you get me the way you did and cry about a minute. I hate it. I hate this feeling. You said you wouldn't leave me wondering yet, here I am, wondering anyway. I'm much more of a mess than I was before. Good luck with everything. I'd say ''see you around'' but that most likely won't happen. Goodbye."